hi peeps..
ytd is the worse day of my life..hahas..
i slept at 7am=x and woke up at 2plus..
bought my bro (ethan) down to my grandma house to play with his friend..
after that went to his house just wanted to take a look at him..
was damn hunry as i did not eat anything..so msged him to ask if he is home..
yes like usual he did not reply..so i msg him again wanted to know if he is at home..
if not i can go home and take a bite..he still did not reply..couldnt take it anymore..
i was really hungry..so i msged him forcing him to reply me..and
he told me he is not at home..dont know if its true..
and he told me not to go to his house.. he dont want any present i prepared of him..
waited hours outside his door..the place i always stand b4 going into his house..
missing him and memories flash past..tears flow down which i dont want to..
he msged me and stuff..his words are so harsh..much hasher than before..
saying lots of stuff..those i dont really want it to be true..
hope he feels better..dont know anything abt him..maybe he is fine maybe not..
but no matter what i will still wait..looking at ur msg and pic..wait for time to pass slowly..
talk to ur pic everytime i miss you..msg my own num telling you(myself) iloveyou..
and i will wait for you..i dream abt you ytd(: you accepted me hahas..
我不是那种很容易忘记你的人。。我是一个比谁都固执的人。。
我知道我很固执。。我也承认我很固执。。
but i really love him alot..alot..
所以说不要爱他多过他爱你。。
可是我就是爱他多过他爱我。。所以我不会放弃的。。
he will be mine..one day..总有一天他会回到我身边的。。我还是爱着你。。
Updated by rhonda..
And here we are again, another end;Monday, February 08, 2010 12:28 AM



